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01 March 2009

Morningside

Uprooting weeds from five years ago - they tower above me now and haunt me at dusk. Their shadows reminding me to finish what I started: "I will remain present until you face me. I am eating away at your secret garden". So I used the strongest poison and all it did was sting my skin. I tried machinery but I got caught within. I looked down at my bare hands and pricked each and every one of my limp fingers tugging on these terrors.
I got caught in vines today. I choked on some of that ivy today. I smoked the leftovers of my pot today and I rocked myself to sleep.

-S

8 comments:

  1. is there a reason you wrote this, in response to something, or was it just natural? i must know.

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  2. You know, I was actually doing some gardening when I thought of the concept. It's not exactly in response to anything but I was basically remembering things from years and years ago that I feel I still need address and come to terms with.

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  3. pot helps with that doesnt it :)

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  4. Oh no actually, I don't smoke pot. It was just a metaphor.

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  5. neither do i. but if it werent for me, other people would think you do.

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  6. That's okay. I guess free verse poetry is subject to interpretation. Well, most poetry is anyway.
    I was trying to build on the whole "garden" theme throughout but different people will read it differently and it's cool that you did.

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  7. well then. thats a misrepresentation. :) and you so do not know who i am. the captcha the other day was 'tortuwe' so im taking it as my que to leave.

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  8. I don't think it's really a misrepresentation because this is meant to be a piece of art. Shit or not, it's still art. Anything could be interpreted as anything. I'm not trying to project myself as someone who does/doesn't smoke pot, I'm merely trying to express my thoughts and emotions in a slightly poetic way. If you decided to read that literally then that's just how you've read it and it has nothing to do with what the writer has scribbled down - it's just how your mind has registered it and I'm not saying that's a bad thing or blaming you. It's only natural.

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